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Today was really stupid as fuck
I got out of bed really late because my alarm clock has broken and I cannot afford a new one at the moment.

I feel good because today I getting my lip pierced! Finally! Mom said I could and she's signed the forms and EVERYTHING!

I'm so hardcore. Me and Buzz went to the mall today, and I stole a whole heap of stuff. I got a Good Charlotte CD, a couple of DVDs and some new boots. Buzz got caught, but he fought his way out, and then we stole some lady's car and smashed it into a phone booth.

Last night I had to masturbate twenty times. I'm so horny. Click here to see my website.

I want to tell the world to get fucked.

I am really annoyed with those assholes at _are_you_hotter_than_us_?, because I am so much cuter than them, and those photos don't do me justice. They can't reject me, so I'm starting my own rating community. Click here to join (the first five applicants are automatically accepted).

Today, I got a digital camera! Yes! Here's some photos of my cock.

I want to say thanks to the world for absolutely fucking nothing! You all suck. I feel so alone, no one ever reads this journal, or even comments to let me know that I'm not suffering alone. It's cold here, and I want to die, but I cannot figure out how many of you to take with me when I go.

I went to the doctor yesterday, and he said I have bipolar disorder, which makes me different enough to be interesting, but the same as all the other cool people with bipolar disorder.

You should all do this quiz! It's amazingly accurate. You just put in your name and birthday, and it will tell you what your favourite sexual position is.

I like candycorn but icecream better.

That's enough for now. But I'll leave you with this thought - sharing your life with strangers on the internet is the cheapest form of therapy available. Leave a comment and tell me I'm beautiful.

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Dear Santa...

Dear Santa,

This year I've been busy!

In February I had a shoot-out with rival gang lords on the 5 near LA (-76 points). Last month I farted in an elevator (-6 points). Last Wednesday I gave xblimpie_06x a life-saving blood transfusion (50 points). Last week I ruled Canada as a cruel and heartless dictator (-700 points). In July I helped shateredimages see the light (8 points).

Overall, I've been naughty (-724 points). For Christmas I deserve a lump of coal!


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Advanced Big 30 Personality Test Results
Sociability |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 85%
Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 72%
Assertiveness |||||||||||| 35%
Activity Level ||| 5%
Excitement-Seeking |||||||||||| 37%
Enthusiasm ||||||||| 28%
Extroversion ||||||||||||||| 43%
Trust ||||||||| 24%
Morality ||| 1%
Altruism ||||||||||||||| 41%
Cooperation |||||||||||| 40%
Modesty ||||||||||||||||||||| 69%
Sympathy |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 84%
Accommodation ||||||||||||||| 43%
Confidence ||| 5%
Neatness ||||||||| 21%
Dutifulness ||||||||| 23%
Achievement ||| 4%
Self-Discipline |||||| 14%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||||| 52%
Orderliness |||||| 19%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Volatility |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Depression |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 88%
Self-Consciousness ||||||||||||||| 45%
Impulsiveness |||||||||||||||||| 57%
Vulnerability |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 84%
Emotional Stability ||||||||| 27%
Imagination |||||||||||||||||| 51%
Artistic Interests ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 93%
Introspection ||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 92%
Adventurousness ||||||||| 29%
Intellect ||||||||| 22%
Liberalism |||||||||||| 38%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||| 54%
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Current Mood:
nauseated nauseated
Current Music:
the t.v...maybe thats why I feel sick?
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Wut Kind Of Drink Are You

PARTY ANIMAL!!! you love to have fun and lots of it, thats why vodka fits you the best

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This is too accurate.

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What does your birth month reveal about you?

Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking andproductive. Smart, neat and organized. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others happy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has great social abilities yet easily jealous. Very Stubborn and money cautious.

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What piercing are you?

the dark one... mysterious, you keep to yourself and dont mix well with others, but you dont want to either. you like to be alone and dont like to go out clubbing and having fun (thats not a bad thing - im like you!)

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Woah thats fucking weird, though kinda cool...lol

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Your Psych-Ward diagnosis

Anxiety Disorder
Diagnosis: General Anxiety Disorder. Excessive anxiety or worry occurring more days than not over a significant period of time. These worries can be associated with a number of events or activities. In addition, the individual finds it difficult to control the worry. Can be marked by physical signs of tension, hyperactivity, and lack of ability to respond in a positive or productive manner to problems or difficulties as they arise.

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What Kind of Soul Do You Retain?

Somewhere, early on, you lost a sense of your soul. Even reading this, you may not understand. You lost a very precious part of you and silently, it yearns to be back with you.

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What your zodiac sign says about you

You are practical and humorous. You are pestimistic. You like purpose, reliability and professionalism. You don't like wild schemes and fantasies. Your starstone is Black Onyx

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which rock chick are you?

Shirley Manson
you are most like shirley manson. you are crazy and one of a kind you love to have fun and hang with your friends. you have had some problems with relationships but you know everything will be OK eventually.

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Current Mood:
frustrated frustrated
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I really don't use this much but yanno, why not right?

Well it snowed again, woop.

I can't sleep, even though I'm very tired.

Tomorrow going off to the mall to get a dress...

Going to the doctors tomorrow.

Eh, shit nothing really else to say.

Current Mood:
blank blank
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Have we kissed?: .
Do you want to?: .
Are we close friends?: .
Would you be here if I needed you?:

Do you like my-
. Face?:
. Eyes?:
. Legs?:
. Clothes?:
. Hands?:
. Hair?:

Do think I'm-
. Sexy?:
. Beautiful?:
. Hot?:
. Cute?:

Personality Do you think I'm-
. Crazy?:
. Nice?:
. Fun to be around?:
. Funny?:
. Annoying?:

Would you....
Spend a weekend with me?:
. Care if I ran away?:
. Care if I died?:
. Hang out with me?:

What would you do if..
. You found out I was missing?:
. You found out I was in the hospital?:
. You found out I was dead?:
. I told you I loved you?:
. I told you I hated you?:

In the last week have you
. Wanted to see me?:
. Thought about me?:
. Missed me?:
. Wanted me?:
. Seen me?:

Have I..
. Kissed you?
. Hugged you?
. Made you happy?:
. Made you sad?:
. Made you angry?:
. Made you feel better if you were upset?:

Are you..
. Happy you know me?:
. Wanting to tell me something but you can't?:
. Going to post this is so I can answer it for you?:

God its so windy, its crazy. Im scared of tornados! Waaaa! I miss a lot of my friends! Its probably my fault. :(
My mom is being a big time bitch. She blames me for things I dont even do since she claims Im such a big liar. So what else is new?
Im spending the night at Jasons tongiht even though its 1:27 am but I dont want to be at my house. I kinda feel bad since my brother will be home alone tomorrow but for godsakes hes 9 years old. I use to be home alone at that age. Also my mom said all I will do is sleep all day so it doesnt matter if Im here or not tomorrow to watch him since he will be alone in a sense. W/e. Fucking cunt. Sorry but she makes me soo angry. Fuck.
On another note I saw Tawnya tonight. :)
We went to Big Dogs and then we went to Tristons house to see Regina. Im glad I saw her, I missed her so much. Im going to hang out with her this coming saturday too and see Nicole, hehe. I think were getting trashed.
Funny picture I think-
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Thats for melanie
Current Mood:
depressed depressed
Current Music:
hawthorne heights
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GUESS WHAT?!?!?! AHHHHHH! Im so going to see Dayna tomorrow. Yep, bet your jealous of not seeing a foxy lady like herself. :)


Current Mood:
crazy crazy
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Livejournal has become fucking lame.

Bore me.

Current Mood:
bored bored
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In a spinning wed of ones life
Half of which is unknown
Beautiful patterns have been made
Some which indeed are beyond repair
Though they can be repaired, and then the spider moves on to the next.

Thats life.

Current Mood:
mellow mellow
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Long Survey About Yourself
What time are you starting this?: 1:49 am
Name?: dixie
Nicknames?: dixie cup, the dixster, dix(I will fuck you up if you call me that),dixie chick, dixie normus(fuck you)
Date of birth?: january 8th, 1988
Sex?: female
Height?: 5ft 3(a little over)
Eye color?: green and brown(hazel)
Where were you born?: fort worth texas
Number of candles on your last birthday cake?: I dont know when the last time I had a cake
Pets?: fucking hamster
Hair color?: brunette
Piercings?: single on the ears
Town you live in?: Des Moines
Favorite foods?: chinese and mexican
Ever been to Africa?: no
Been toilet papering?: no
Love someone so much it made you cry?: yea
Been in a car accident?: eh kinda
Croutons or bacon bits?: croutons
Favorite day of the week?: friday
Favorite resturant?: eh...I dont really have one.
Favorite flower?: red rose
Favorite sport to watch?: soccer
Favorite drink?: diet mountain dew
Favorite ice cream flavor?: resses mcflurry
Warner Bros. or Disney?: Disney
Favorite fast food restuarant?: mcdonalds
Carpet color in your bedroom?: brownish red
How many times did you fail your driver's test?: hah, thats funny
Whom did you get your last email from?: wtf?
Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?: Hot Topic
What do you do most often when you are bored?: I have sex...
Most annoying thing to say to me?: Dixie Normus and Dix(Fuck you people, you know who you are...fuckers)
Bedtime?: eh, 4 am?
Favorite TV show?: hardly watch it
Last person you went out to dinner with?:: I honestly dont know
Been out of country?: no
Believe in magick?: not really
Ford or Chevy?: Ford
What are you listening to right now?: marilyn manson
Have you ever failed a grade?: no
If you have, what grade did you fail?: none
Do you have a crush on someone?: no....my bf?
Do you have a bf/gf?: yep
If so, what is their name?: Chaz
How long have you been together?: eh, couple months
What are you wearing right now?: shorts and a shirt
Would you have sex before marriage?: hahahaha its a little late for that, Ive already had sex
Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers?: no
Are you a virgin?: no
Do you smoke?: yep
Do you drink?: as much as possible
Are you ghetto?: no
Are you a player?: eh, no
What are your favorite colors?: red, pink, and black
What is your favorite animal?: males
Do you have any birthmarks?: yea on my face, doesnt that fucking suck?
Have you ever gotten your ass kicked?: no
Who do you talk to most on the phone?: Chaz
Have you ever been slapped?: yea
Do you get online a lot?: yea
Are you shy or outgoing?: outgoing
Do you shower?: umm yes
Do you hate school?: YES
Do you have a social life?: I guess
How easily do you trust people?: not really at all, its really hard for me to(people Im close to would know that)
Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing?: yea
Would you ever sky dive?: oh yeah
Do you like to dance?: yes
Have you ever been out of state?: yes
Do you like to travel?: yea
Have you ever been expelled from school?: no
Have you ever been suspended from school?: no
Do you want to get out of your hometown?: yeah already did that a long time ago but I do want to leave Des Moines
Are you spoiled?: eh no
Are you a brat?: no but alot of people would think differently
Have you ever been dumped?: yea
Have you ever gotten high?: yes
Do you like snapple?: yeah
Do you drink a lot of water?: yep
What toothpaste do you use?: crest
Do you have a cell phone?: use to and will again
Do you have a curfew?: no
Who do you look up to?: ???
Are you a role model?: NO
Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point?: no
What name brand do you wear the most?: eh Gap and umm hot topic stuff(weird combo)
What kind of jewelry do you wear?: necklaces and rings and bracelets
What do you want pierced?: lip, tongue,belly button, upper ear, second on the lower ear and something else...
Do you like takin pictures?: I guess its alright
Do you like gettin your picture taken?: eh?
Do you have a tan?: kinda, I need to tan again
Do you get annoyed easily?: yea
Have you ever started a rumor?: hah, perhaps when I was younger..rumors are fucking pathetic
Do you have your own phone or phone line?: not anymore
Do you have your own pool?: no
Do you prefer boxers or briefs?: boxers but if you have the package, deff briefs ;)
Do you have any siblings?: yea
Have you ever been played?: yep
Have you ever played anyone?: yea maybe
Do you get along with your parents?: NO
How do you vent your anger?: eh...dont fucking even ask
Have you ever ran away?: eh not really
Have you ever been fired from a job?: no
Do you even have a job?: not right now, shutup
Do you daydream a lot?: yep
Do you have a lot of ex's?: yea
Do you run your mouth?: yea
What do you want a tattoo of?: mm I dont know if I really want one
What do you have a tattoo of?: i dont
What does your ex bf/gf look like?: umm, tall, really skinny, brown hair and white
What does your most recent crush look like?: umm u mean bf? He has brown hair, green eyes for the most part, hes like 5'7-5'8, around 160, muscular, and mixed(white and african)
Whats her/his name?: Chaz Lane
Have you ever been bitched out?: yup
Are you rude?: mmm depends
What was the last compliment you recieved?: That I was very beautiful
Do you like getting dirty?: I like rolling in the mudd ;)
Are you flexiable?: yea
What is your heritage?: russian mainly
What is your lucky number?: 6
What does your hair look like right now?: its messy
Could you ever be a vegetarian?: yes, I was
Describe your looks?: eh, brunette hair, hazel eyes, white, 5'3, 105-110
If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color?: redish blonde but I would do highlights instead
Would you ever date someone younger than you?: NO
Would you ever date someone older than you?: yeah
When was the last time you were drunk?: last night
How many rings until you answer the phone?: 2-3
Have you ever been skinny dipping?: yeah
If yes, when was the last time?: long time ago
When was the last time you went on a date?: eh, a while
Do you look more like your mother or father?: hah, thanks pal.
Do you cry a lot?: mmmm
Do you ever cry to get your way?: no
What phrase do you use most when on the phone?: fuck...does that count?
Are you the romantic type?: yes
Have you ever been chased by cops?: no
What do you like most about your body?: nothing
What do you like least about your body?: everything
When did you have your first crush?: eh, like when I was 5 hah
When was the last time you threw up?: ??? what kind of a question was that
In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes?: brunettes
Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly?: yes
What about cleavage?: yes
Is your best friend a virgin?: no
Have you ever fucked someone up?: no
Have you ever been fucked up?: no
What theme does your room have?: umm collage?
What size show do you wear?: u mean shoe right? 8-9
What is your screen name on AIM?: Reflections37
How are you feeling right now?: mad and tired
When was the last time you were at a party?: like, a week ago
Have you ever given a lapdance?: yea
Have you ever recieved one?: maybe
Current Mood:
bitchy bitchy
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God. This happens to me every fucking time. I do HORRIBLE on tests(bubble sheets). Seriously, my mom almost sent me to that sulvian program awhile ago. I get freaked out, then I cant remember anything and I take forever to complete them. Ah, fucking great...I fucked up. CONGRATS DIXIE!Fucking kidding. Im so sick of this. Fuck.

Im not going to talk to Brian anymore. Everytime I talk to him now he always says how much we are not supose to be together and how I helped him realize what he wanted before we were even together(his first g/f). I was thinking, "well thats fucking great. I was a stepping stone. Geez, I must of been a really shitty g/f for him to realize that his first g/f was the one he had been pining over all along. So all those things he said to me in the past, this is what I have to say about it. Fuck you".

Yeah, heh sorry. Who am I kidding? I dont want to go back out with him. I dont want to go out with anyone I dont think...maybe? No. No, I dont think I really do. I dont really know what the fuck I want. I am use to always having so many guys in my life...its almost too much now. Because in the long run, the result usually isnt pretty like it was at the time I "ate the cupcake". Hmmm, relationships are like blowing out candles. Everyone is with you, your friends and family, cheering you on to blow the candles and make a wish...like taking a chance on seeing if that someone will work(aka come true in candle terms).

Yeah I know all of that above was complete ramble talk. In the words of Dayna, "forgive me for my lameness". ;)

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Current Mood:
enraged enraged
Current Music:
system of a down-atwa
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